After I separated from Patty I spend two to three years in pain. I was uncertain who I was, what I wanted, where I was going. I went up to the redwoods for a solitary retreat and drew this pictures.
Loading the terror was from my childhood. (Perhaps about age 5) I had dark dreams where I was forced to load barrels of toxic was (the representation of evil) in trucks all night long.
Ed in anger is my father. He was stiff, angry and violent. The clown was my hidden fear of who I really am. The clown cries all the time. The professor is my preferred view of myself, calm, rational, in control.
In time a found a calmer vision:
Oct 29 1993
Crisis During Divorce
After I separated from Patty I spend two to three years in pain. I was uncertain who I was, what I wanted, where I was going. I went up to the redwoods for a solitary retreat and drew this pictures.
Loading the terror was from my childhood. (Perhaps about age 5) I had dark dreams where I was forced to load barrels of toxic was (the representation of evil) in trucks all night long.
Ed in anger is my father. He was stiff, angry and violent. The clown was my hidden fear of who I really am. The clown cries all the time. The professor is my preferred view of myself, calm, rational, in control.
In time a found a calmer vision:
By Daniel • Visions